• notes from the camino: time and place

    by  • May 26, 2014 • Camino, faith, time, Uncategorized • 12 Comments

    Over the past few couple of weeks, I’ve taken two long plane rides — one to California and one to Spain. In the process of trying to find some sense of place in the midst of my time travel, I wondered (out loud, I think) if we were meant for such things, if we lose something of ourselves in the pursuit of what is faster and quicker.

    Wait. I’m telling the story out of order.

    On the last night of my time in California, the folks I was with drove about an hour up to San Francisco for dinner together. One of the guys used the maps on his smart phone to get us around town. When we started back to where we were staying, he said, “It says it will take us fifteen hours to get back to the hotel” — then he realized he had left the map settings on walking instructions.

    On the flight back, I was rereading John Berger’s book of essays on art, The Shape of a Pocket. In “Studio Talk” he talked about face and place in paintings. Two quotes stuck with me, Whether I understood then completely is another story, but they stuck with me. They even haunted me a little bit.

    When a place is found it is found somewhere on the frontier between nature and art. It’s like a hollow in the sand within which the frontier has been wiped out. The place of a painting begins in this hollow. (29)

     

    When the painting becomes a place, there is a chance that the face of what the painter is looking for will show itself. (31)

    We left Durham on Thursday for Spain. As part of Ginger’s sabbatical we are going to walk part of the Camino de Santiago, an ancient pilgrim trail near the northern coast. We got to the airport around one o’clock with the best intentions and highest hopes to end up in Barcelona the following, well, day, I guess. I mean, we were going to fly all night, but the night we would be flying through had already happened in Spain, so we would get there in the early afternoon. The plan was simple: RDU to JFK to Barcelona. Then the news came that storms in New York were delaying our flight such that we would miss our connection, so they tried to send us to Philadelphia (then Paris then Barcelona), but the plane was too heavy once loaded. The next version was Atlanta to Paris to Spain, but the Atlanta plane never took off for reasons unexplained, so at eight o’clock they flew us to Boston to wait for the next day’s flight to Amsterdam and then, finally, Barcelona. By the time we got to Spain, we knew neither the day or the time, only that we had finally made it. We stumbled into a cafe for dinner and went to bed.

    We rode a train across the Spanish countryside working our way to the place where we will begin our walk: seventy-odd miles from Sarria to Santiago de Compostela in the steps of countless pilgrims who have gone before us and I am back to Berger and paintings, to hollows in the sand and flight delays, The train took over twelve hours to take us across a land we do not know, stopping at towns filled with people who have lived full and happy lives without any knowledge of us and who speak a language I can only butcher. I am out of place here, even though Ginger looks like most every Spanish woman we have passed on the streets. I trust that the steps we will take over the next week, taking five days to walk what one could drive in an hour or two, will show me the hollow in the sand or, as the old hymn says, the hollow in the hand of our Creator. Something about walking, about kicking up the dust from which we were made, grounds us, both literally and spiritually, reminding us we belong here and we belong together because whatever place is, it is not solitary.

    The airports in Durham, Boston, Amsterdam, and Barcerlona all had a Starbucks. I stood on one street corner this afternoon in downtown Barcelona flanked by a KFC and a McDonalds. Though they are familiar, they offer no sense of place. A brand is not the same as a place. Step inside most any mall and you have no need for an address, or for any kind of geography because you are nowhere discernible other than the mall. You can find the same ten stores, the same window designs, the same things on sale, but you will not find anything to show you the hollow in the sand, to connect you with something beyond what you see on the shelves.

    As many evenings as we can, Ginger and I take a walk through our town. We have a three mile loop that takes us past Fullsteam and Motorco, past the Senior Center and the Post Office, then past Pleiades Art Gallery, Ninth Street Bakery, Pizzeria Toro (please reopen soon), the Cupcake Bar, and Bull McCabe’s, then on through the West Village and on to Torero’s, Fishmongers, the James Joyce, the Federal, the Other End of the Leash, down the side of Duke’s East Campus, circling through houses until we’re back at Cocoa Cinnamon and Geer Street Garden, the local tienda, and the TROSA dorm. My list of landmarks is far from exhaustive. We mark our steps by places we know because of friends and faces, moments and memories.

    The faster we travel, the farther we go, yes, but the less we get to notice. We flew to Barcelona and felt mostly disoriented. We walked in Barcelona and we saw couples strolling hand in hand, a little girl dancing in the train station, and a Schnauzer who stopped to greet us outside our hotel. We are riding tonight to a place that offers us nothing but walking, has scheduled nothing but time together. Perhaps the hollow in the sand will offer us one another: faces we know and love with time to tell our stories over and over.

    Peace,
    Milton

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    12 Responses to notes from the camino: time and place

    1. Ann Deupree
      May 26, 2014 at 11:15 am

      May the spirit guide you and ground you.

    2. Leah
      May 26, 2014 at 11:19 am

      Peace-filled walking, Milton

    3. May 26, 2014 at 11:40 am

      “Footprints in the Sand”…may you have a most joyous and fulfilling experience :)

    4. May 26, 2014 at 11:57 am

      Looking forward to experiencing a shadow on your cave wall vicariously through the writing.

    5. Mary Anna Hovey
      May 26, 2014 at 12:46 pm

      Very beautiful and evocative, Milton, of both the frustration of the plane trip and the anticipation of the walk. Enjoyed also reading about the Durham walk as ‘place.’ Excited to read more!

    6. May 26, 2014 at 12:59 pm

      Blessings on your pilgrimage. I have a colleague named Deb E. who I think may be on the walk with you. I have some other friends who were leaving Barcelona after a wonderful week, about the time y’all were arriving. So many connections…

    7. May 26, 2014 at 3:06 pm

      I have had similar thoughts, though not yet put to paper. Just the other day on my daily stroll, I sat down on a bench and talked them into a voice recorder on my phone so as to not forget them.

      One thing comes to mind as I read about your journey through so many places unfamiliar. As believers in Jesus we carry within us the Kingdom of God. As you walk where pilgrims before have walked, who also carried within them the Kingdom of God, may your presence bring fresh life to those whom you pass along the way. As you encounter local people daily may they be drawn to know this God who has brought you so far to walk such a walk. If their faith is tired, or absent, may it rise to life as they brush up against you and Ginger who have such a vibrant, living faith.

      Likewise, may your faith be brought to new depths as you pass through places of history that bear so many stories. May you not only be inspired from the sight of old cathedrals and little villages, but may your journey bring you into contact with one or two key people who will enliven in you that which needs a touch. And may our Lord himself use this time of reflection to deepen your relationship with Him. May this challenge not only be physical.

      Oh and I hope its not too hot, too wet, no bugs, not a rough walk, and that you have a great time too!!!

      Hugs and safe journey~ :)

    8. Tricia
      May 26, 2014 at 3:25 pm

      ENJOY! I would love to be back there walking to Portomarin with you…..will be thinking of you and Ginger and looking forward to your next post….

    9. Claud
      May 26, 2014 at 10:08 pm

      walking, hoping, praying, smiling with you in spirit.

    10. Kelly
      May 26, 2014 at 10:29 pm

      May wonder, laughter, and peace accompany you both each step of the way.

    11. Joy M. Newcom
      May 27, 2014 at 12:55 pm

      May your walking shoes be well worn (I know you will wear them well) as they season your feet for new journeys.

    12. Gordon Atkinson
      June 1, 2014 at 1:55 pm

      I love this sentence:

      The train took over twelve hours to take us across a land we do not know, stopping at towns filled with people who have lived full and happy lives without any knowledge of us and who speak a language I can only butcher.

      In part I love it because it’s a nice one. But what mostly makes it nice is that this is so clearly your voice. I can hear you saying this in conversation.

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