• lenten journal: it’s complicated

    by  • March 20, 2014 • faith, hope, lenten journal, music • 3 Comments

    I woke up this morning thinking about music not only because of my post yesterday but because I had tickets IMG_4158tonight to see Shawn Colvin and Steve Earle. Front row seats, thanks to my friend, Jay. So Ginger and I walked in the cool of this very first spring evening the half mile from our front door to our front row seats and shared an amazing evening of music and stories.

    But I’m getting ahead of myself.

    As I was fixing breakfast this morning I heard a music story on NPR’s Morning Edition about a band out of Birmingham, Alabama called St. Paul and the Broken Bones. They are a knockout R&B band — I mean serious soul — and they don’t look like an R&B band. Here’s the way the bass player described the lead singer:

    IMG_4169Paul [Janeway], according to all the reviews and stuff that are written of the band, he looks like yourhigh school history teacher, or he looks like Drew Carey. Bottom line is that we’re a bunch of kind of nerdy-looking white guys, and when this sort of earth-shaking soul roar comes out of his mouth for the first time, you can always hear the air being sucked out of the room.

    Paul grew up in a very strict, conservative Christian household and, the interviewer went on to say, “religion is still part of Janeway’s life — but the relationship remains complicated.” I smiled when she said that. I liked that she said that. I thought, “What an honest expression of faith. No wonder the guy sings with soul.”

    I bought Steve Earle’s first record, Guitar Town, the week it came out. In fact, I think I’ve bought most of his IMG_4170records on that same schedule. He is a poster child from redemption and hope, having almost killed himself with heroin and other drugs, served time for those very drugs, and then gotten clean and stayed that way for almost twenty years and becoming an articulate and vibrant protest singer and activist. And he’s complicated. Tonight, he and Shawn sang one of the songs from that first record called “Fearless Heart.” The chorus says,

    I got me a fearless heart
    strong enough to get you through the scary part
    it’s been broken many times before
    a fearless heart just comes back for more

    What was written as a song of bravado from a young man was sung tonight by someone with a lot of miles on him who understands what broken bones and broken hearts are all about. Then Shawn sang,

    every now and then
    I can see that I’m getting somewhere
    where I have to go is so deep
    I was angry back then and you
    know I still am
    I have lost too much sleep
    but I’m gonna find it

    Like she says, it’s complicated. And wonderful. And excruciating. And joyful. The power of a great song is that it names our feelings, our experiences. It doesn’t explain them, or solve them, or even heal them, for that matter, but it names them.

    I’m riding shotgun down the avalanche . . .

    Yes. I understand. I’m grateful tonight for those who write and sing and name what is complicated about life and faith and invite us to join in on the harmonies.

    And, for those of you keeping score at home, here is the set list.

    Wake Up, Little Suzy — Duet
    The Devil’s Right Hand — Steve
    Trouble — Shawn
    Goodbye — Steve
    Matter of Minutes — Shawn
    Crazy (Gnarls Barkley cover) — Shawn
    Pancho and Lefty — Steve
    Another Long One — Shawn
    Someday — Duet
    Fearless Heart — Duet
    Diamond in the Rough — Shawn; Steve — bazuki
    City of Immigrants — Steve
    Burn the Walmart Down — Duet
    Sunny Came Home — Shawn; Steve, mandolin
    Galway Girl — Steve; Shawn, guitar
    You’re Still Standing There — Duet
    Baby’s in Black (Beatles’ cover) — Duet
    Copperhead Road — Steve; Shawn, guitar



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    3 Responses to lenten journal: it’s complicated

    1. Shari
      March 21, 2014 at 1:27 am

      You get me through hard, lonely times with your soulful posts… I will reproduce the playlist above and recreate the wonderful concert! It has many of my favorites. Thank you Milty for everything!!

    2. March 21, 2014 at 8:33 am

      What an incredible concert to attend. I love both of those artists. I also heard the NPR story about the band “St. Paul and the Broken Bones.” You’re correct, the man has a serious voice! He’s amazing. Thank you for your latest entry.

    3. Dale
      March 21, 2014 at 9:45 am

      Where in the playlist was “Milton, vocals”?

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